death stares.

If it's from seeing my ex all around Eastern's small campus or still not being able to get over him, apparently I give the worst stares whenever he's in the same room. My friend Rachel is the only one who notices and she always thinks I'm giving people dirty looks. The catch - I never realize that I'm actually doing this. I guess my feelings of hurt are still present deep down even though I'm trying to convince myself I need to move on. Don't get me wrong, I plan on doing that as soon as possible; it just sucks that when I look at him, I feel a "I'm not good enough for you" slap across the face. But the real matter of fact is that I AM so much better than him, his drama, his criticism; I deserve a lot more in a guy and am just waiting for the right one to come along.

Running on 5 hours of sleep is kinda stressful, especially when you saw the midnight premiere of Harry Potter 7 P1. It definitely lived up to the book - which I was kind of surprised about since 3-6 didn't stick much to the story at all - and I can cross off seeing a HP premiere off my bucket list...not that I plan on dying anytime soon but hey, it's never too early to start.